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Excuse me while I go jump through a plate glass window or stop driving in the middle of the road
My car insurance is expired, enough to set my ass on fire
I'll just go to bed and deal with it tomorrow

You broke my heart I hope you die, emptier than how I feel inside
and when you lay your head to rest at night I hope that you never fall asleep when you
think of all the things you do I wish I could just hate you oh I wish all of
these words I said were true

Now I'm up at 5am again, writing letters from the demons in my head to leave outside your house
I'm not sure why it is I'm fighting, the pens ran out but I kept writing and I hope that if you found that letter, you just threw it out because
Baby I don't mean the things I say or do when I'm mad at you I'm just trying to figure out how life goes on without you

and I hope I die you broke my heart, stick a needle in my arm I know just what I'm running from I know that I will tear myself apart

I wonder if you still have the flowers that i brought you at work the day you dumped me
hope it wasn't a waste of money
I hope that you are happy hope you find everything you ever wanted in your life, I hope you're sleeping well at night
While I'm trying to figure out if life goes on without you, by writing a song about you
Yea I swore I'd never write another song about you, I'm singing a song about you

You broke my heart I hope you die, emptier than how I feel inside
and when you lay your head to rest at night I hope that you never fall asleep when you
think of all the things you do I wish I could just hate you oh I meant every word I said
and I hope I die you broke my heart, stick a needle in my arm I know just what I'm running from I know that I will tear myself apart

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from Things I never meant to tell you, released September 28, 2015

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Apes of the State Lancaster, Pennsylvania

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